I was trying to figure out why I was unsettled at my current temporary job. What was it that I found mildly unnerving about it? I finally stumbled across my answer. Working there makes me feel dumb. Not because I am, because I'm not. It's because I'm working with so many really intelligent people. Don't get me wrong, it's not like my regular job has stupid people, it's just different working with a bunch of technical people. I feel like the slow girl in the bunch instead of being a smartie where I am now. It's disconcerting.
I do like it though. I really have to think about what I'm doing. It's such a contrast because I am in the same sort of postion where I'm working as an admin assistant. There is just more to the temp job. I actually feel like I'm doing something, where I don't feel that way at school. And I didn't know thinking all freaking day would make me so darn hungry by the end of the day. What the heck?